Sunday, June 11, 2006
{ 12:29 AM }
friday was the last activity for our NCOs. now they are called x ncos. we were suppose to reach there t 7, but i woke up late, so..i reached school at about 7.15 in the end. went there and wrote on the board..after that i was like polishing my boots away. then xueli they all like said something which made me feel so bad. "it's their last activity with us..and you now then start to polish your boots.." but i was hell busy the day before..ok. i'm finding excuses for myself. then we all went on to arrange the chairs for dont know what in the geog rm. we were fast i guess. and by the time we pitch the falg pole, arrange the chairs..and stuffs, we all changed into full u for the parade. first they gave out our ranks..then they gave all the awards like..best cadets and most contributing cadet and stuffs..then next was our performance. it was quite sad until the chicken dance..so funny(: then we had squad bonding session..so fun. and joyce gave out her letter to us..and the other NCOs gave their lil bk to us..after this was posting..we were all like so anxious. i wanna get sec 1 '06 squad..but..in the end i still didnt. they announced from the department heads..slowly to the squad taking..and all along, i didnt even hear or see my names..then it came to me that there's only three posts- secretary, vice chair and chair. then it's obvious that i can only be secretary..so i'm really it. haiz..i almost cried out when they asked me to stand..i finalli accepted it. it's my fate, my destiny. actually being a secretary is not that bad afterall..but i want to be a squad taking! hahaas..ignore me then. i'll work harder for it lar..
today i read some people's blog and they talked about them working together harmoniously..it made me feel lonely. it's like whatever i'm going to do, i'm going to do it all alone. nobody will be working with me afterall..i'm all alone SOON..haiz..